Love or War by Asmaa Nada

Chapter 1
Devil is what they called me. I wasnt like this before. Darkness did not fill my heart. Yes I hated carrying weapons or harming those weaker than me. It has become deeply rooted in me that every human being has the right to life. This is what I was like in the past But the murder of my mother and my younger sister in front of me when I was 10 years old unleashed the devil. 
It was a point where darkness and hardheartedness spread throughout my being. I did not have mercy on anyone connected to the killing of my mother whether from near or far. I was drawing expressions of pain on their faces. 

Even you my beloved the only point of light inside me were not able at first to stop the spread of that darkness but I must admit that your presence shone like the sun whose light dispelled the darkness and brought me back to life.
At a young age I became the leader of the largest mafia organization within the territory of Rome. I was also able to take over the management of all the work of the largest organization for wealthy Italian families of which my father was one of these wealthy people. Under my management and from my private property there were many commercial companies and tourism companies next to many hospitals. And hotels and restaurants all over Italy and even all over the European world.
The main center for these activities was in the heart of the ancient city of Rome on the banks of the Tiber River and since I am Victor the eldest son of the head of the organization Aris Remor who presides over all the familys affairs whether public or private and I was not yet thirty years old.
Because I am the only legitimate male son of Mr. Aries Raymor who retired from work leaving me the leadership and this is after I was able to eliminate all the opponents who were of a higher rank close to his rank. I also proved with my intelligence and strict strength my ability to lead in the face of strong competition between members of the mafia families and I was able can control all my rivals which is why I was given the nickname Lucifer and this is also due to my reputation for the cruelty of revenge and the extermination of anyone who dares to be hostile to me using the most common and hidden methods and types of torture that only his victims know at the same time that he was showing Victors interests in legal and illegal work to everyone. There was another life he cared about in secret.
In another place in the poor popular neighborhoods there lived a girl in her twenties with dark hair a very white body brown eyes that resembled the color of coffee and a slender figure. She was famous among the residents of the area for her love and friendliness